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:: Tuesday, July 29 ::

Here's chapter 2! ^^ Email me and tell me what you think of it. Or IM me! ^_^

Ch. 2- Ryuji Himura

:: Aya 10:44 PM [+] ::
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Well... I think I'll post Chatper One of my new story here. Title: Devil's Snare/Ch. Title: Aya Nariko.

Ch. 1- Aya Nariko

:: Aya 1:44 AM [+] ::
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Today went goodly.. I saw some things.. I went to Spiderman Rocks musical (again)... I got kissed on the cheek by a random white guy.... I danced, I sang, I erm.. cheered.. and then I saw Michael Jackson. ^_^ Kowai, ne? Yeah, I also saw Kel!!! He was so nice ^_^ We talked for like... almost 2 hours! x_x Well.. that''s pretty much it.... I should go.. this keyboard is loud and annoying -_-

JA NE MINNA-SAN! Hope you're having as good of a day as me! XD

:: Aya 10:11 PM [+] ::
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Going to Universal Studios today... Gonna see Kel ^_^ Nothing else really... REEEEAAAAAALLY wanna see Eugene... But.. erm... I unno x_x

Well. Hit up my cell if you need anything~ ^_^ Only if you know it >.>

JA NE MINNA-SAN! I'm gonna have FUUUUNNNNNN XD

:: Aya 9:07 AM [+] ::
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I'M IN LA!!!! Hoo ha. I''ll be on Aim or something.

:: Aya 6:18 PM [+] ::
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When I get back from LA and Vegas, I'll post it up with last times junk. ^_^ Ok? Ok! XD

:: Aya 9:59 AM [+] ::
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WARNING: LONG POST. I have a lot to say. ^_^;

I DEMAND TO KNOW WHY MY CALEIDA ISNT WORKING! Bah. Oh well. I really dont care anymore.. David will never get "un-lazy" and make my layout.. so.. whatever.. Wish I knew what to do... Well.. I'll ask around and see what I get...

*while asking around*

Today wasnt half bad... I LOVE JOHNNY DEPP. He is shgkhfdhg. o_o How is someone that old, that cool (and hot)?? I mean, HONESTLY! Waaah~ X3~ *swoon* Kee hee... I watched Pirates of the Carribean (can you tell? X3). It was a really good movie. I really liked it. Hung out all day with Josh, Alan, and James. And of course, my cousin, Mike, in which all those people previously named are friends with. Alan was really dorky. He pointed at a map's key/legend box to the "you are here" dot and proceeded to say, "You are here... WHERE IS HERE?!?!". Rofl. We were frustrated to where we were and if we were taking the right bus to get back to Chinatown from Japantown. It was hilarious. We wouldnt let him live it down for the whole day. X3 Hmm.. nothing much else today.

Well.. gee.. life isnt going the way I want it to. But oh well. I mean, honestly, if everything went right, I'd be dead! XD Jk jk. I know how you people hate it when I wanna make people think I'm dead. Well, just to let people know, if I'm not home for the next week, it's cuzz I'm out (no, duh). I'm going to LA and then Vegas. If I still go tomorrow that is. *sigh* Just when I think I can steal away and have some fun..relax.. my dad and grandmother have to have a go at it and ruin things for me (yet again). My aunt says that she's still coming at 7am tomorrow to pick us up to leave. I hope she's right. I still havent packed. I havent got a thing to put my clothing into. But she says she can fix that. So.. my clothing is just kinda.. laying there... bathin' in da sun.. light... kee hee. X3

I'm thinking of getting a Live Journal.. Although I think they're like Blurty now. You cant edit the damned style if you dont pay. Damnit. -_- Oh well...


You know... it always seems.. that when I'm in MOST need of someone to really talk to about stuff... you know.. Someone I've seen face to face.. they're hardly ever around. If not, they're not around at all. Or, they just seemingly stopped talking to me as if they knew I'd be in such predicaments and dont want to help. I dont know.. it's not like family will help, most people that know me, know that I hate my family. And I'm sure some people can relate. My family doesnt understand that my Chinese-speaking skills are poor for my age and I cant explain my feelings sometimes (in fact, all the time). I cant say anything in English, because they dont understand. I cant explain in Chinese because the simple words I use will make me look childish and wanting and make matters even worse. I'm trying to get the point across to them here. "I'm not a child anymore. I'm more mature than you think. I DO understand things you say to me. Stop treating me like shit." They proceed to scoff at me and say, "You're still young... You dont know anything." Then, minutes later, when I dont understand how to translate a letter or some sort rather at a college level (meaning I cant translate such things inta freakin' Chinese -_-), they go on to say, "All these years and what do you learn?! I do all this for you and you cant even tell me what this letter says?!?!!" I then retaliate with, "I havent gone to college! I stopped Chinese school years ago! How am I to translate this when I can barely read a child's book in chinese?!" I always try to keep my calm. But it's impossible. When you're intelligence is being insulted by an old woman who could barely say "I love America", you tend to chuck all reason out the window and just start yelling. Nowadays, I have more control, thanks to some self-control I somehow achieved. And then just a couple minutes more pass, after I storm back upstairs after being so steamed, they then tell me to take out the garbage, do the laundry, and wash the dishes. Alright, no prob. Just one thing. They tell me to do it all at once. I'm standing there, befuddled by how I am to go about doing such things all at once.
I ask, "... Is that possible?"
They say, "You're growing up now. You're almost an adult.. Do some things around the house... *sigh* I'm old and weary. It's up to you kids now. Stand up for yourselves. You're maturing. Up to this day, I havent eaten anything you've cooked."
I try to put a word in, "Like you'd wanna ea-"
"... Forget it! I do all these things! And you cant even wash the dishes and take out the garbage and even do the laundry!!"
" . . . " *blink blink*
" . . . Go do the laundry."
I roll my eyes and move up the stairs from half-way and start doing the laundry.

Then there's my dad. Ooooh, boy, is there my dad. He cant do anything right. He doesnt have the responsibility to match a HORSE. I could hand him over a piece of paper and pen and he'd lose it faster than Michael Johnson runs the 50 meter dash. Then, he'll blame it on the next person he see's and tattle. How old is he again? 36? No wait... that can be a typo.. someone MUST HAVE added in an extra 6 somewhere there... He'll come into my room, take my vcd's, then claims that he needs them for WORK. I understand that he works as a tour guide, but taking my possessions without permission is another thing. He makes me do the most EASY tasks imaginable... when he has the free time to do it himself.
*calls me from his cellphone when he's in the garage smoking* "I want you to transfer all these numbers from this phone to this phone."
"Why cant you do it yourself? You're doing nothing but reading the newspaper and smoking a stupid cigarette here."
".... Just go do what I say!!"
*reluctantly takes the two cell phones with force and fires a glare at him before leaving, then stomping off upstairs*
Another instance!
*he's getting ready to play some mahjong* "Make me some tea."
*is sitting there reading a book* "Make your wife do it. I'm not your waitress."
"Go make me tea."
"No."
"When have you become do bitchy?"
*still reading book* "Since I started living with you."
"Go make my tea!!"
*looks up* "You're standing RIGHT THERE! You're closer to you own god forsaken cup than I am!! Go make it youself!!!"
*gives me a glare* ".... Make it."
"Make me."
"Ahh! Why cant you just make it?!"
"WHY CANT YOU?!!? I'm not your waitress nor am I your slave! You are drinking the tea, not me, damnit!!"
*he leaves as his wife makes his damned tea*
*I slam my book shut and storm back upstairs*

There's tons more. But I feel this post is quite long.. maybe I'll save family member flaming for next post! Until next time gentlemen, and ladies, of course. Then, I shall big you farewell. *bows and recovers to the shadow of wence she came from*

:: Aya 12:43 AM [+] ::
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Nothing too much going on here... Work work work. Money money money. Pretty much it. Some new toys for the computer. Wireless keyboard... printer. Wireless mouse.. But choosing not to use it.. I like my trackball. XD Hmm... I dont know really.. what to say. o_O

Been reading a lot of Harry Potter. Got some Berty Bott's Every Flavored Beans. When they say every flavor, they mean EVERY FLAVOR. I ate a grass flavored one. >_> Most interesting flavor it was. I gave my sister a choice of her own bean. She happened to pick up the dirt flavored one. I snickered and before I could stop myself, burst out laughing. She ate it with a rather funny face. I felt my grandpa's eyes flicker towards me and back to his newspaper. x_x But, after that, of course, I gave her a cherry one for her bravery. Even if she WAS only 2 or 3 years old (I dont know how old she is, sue me =). Theeennn... Michael ate a sardine flavored one.. after eating a cherry one. I knew he took a sardine flavored one but pretended that I didnt know what it was and cheerfully said, "I think this one's safe.. looks kinda of like marshmallow...", pointing to the white shelled piece of candy. He took it, took a small bite, then proceeded to put the rest in his mouth. I was bewildered that he didnt spit it out at that little bit and went on to eat the rest. But as soon as my eyes widened, so did he spit out the candy. "Tastes like shit.", he said, contorting his face in disgust. I gave him a laugh that told him I knew what it was and walked off, satisfied that I had successfully tricked yet another person.

Also, I started writing a story today.. just out of nowhere. I think it's because I've been reading so much Harry Potter. Cant help but to have a little fiction with magic in it. But of course, everything is original. Names, places, school name.. maybe somethings really do exsist, but I mean, I DO live on Earth you know. I get my influence there. =P Well, I wrote a couple pages.. and I'm gonna start typing 'em out soon. Well, maybe I should go now. Yeah, I think I shall. Hm, see ya'z I'm out. P34C3.

:: Aya 9:57 PM [+] ::
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"Boo ya!" I suckered her into it! ^_^ I got me my peach snow bubble with mini pearls! X3


Me with red hair >_> Most recent pic of me.. actually..

:: Aya 12:44 AM [+] ::
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" You always ask other people, "What do you wanna do before you die?". But you never quite think about it until you're about to lose your own life.. then it's too late. It's gone in a flash and your dreams, hopes, wishes, desires, all flash before you eyes, all so close... yet.. you cant seem to touch them.. I dont wanna die yet. I still have to drive, get in trouble with the cops for street racin', kill someone and get away with it, make money and shove it in my family's face.. I wanna live. What about you? Do you really think killing yourself will help? Hell isnt much better than here. Trust me. I've been there.

"Life's like driving a car. You never look to see what you left behind, but instead, you focus on the goal ahead of you." ~Unknown


You know... I always thought that killing myself would help me.. maybe it's end my pain. And as non-religious as I am, being dead by suicide will send you to hell. Hell isnt pretty >.> And well.. I'll try to do as many things as I can possible. Cuzz even if you live your life one second at a time, each second is well worth counting. And not only is it your time, but others' time as well. So make it worth their time to be with you. Even if it means faking it a bit (or a lot). Sooo... I'll try to stick to it. ^_^ "

The second half, I said on AIM to my friend Romeo.. buuut he left in a jiffy cuzz he was doin' something O_o. The first half (the quote and everything before it), I'm leaving as an away message before I go to bed. I'M SUCH A SCHITZO PERSON! XD Look at my last couple posts! Happy, mad, sad, EVERYTHING! X3 I'm kinda ok with myself though.. I mean... I was brought up this way.. I'm like this when I speak Chinese, what would make a difference if it was said in English? >.> I just.. translate things.. ^_^; So what if I wasnt brought up right... It's about time to correct what they did so wrong.. Time to work on that spoiled lil brat attitude XD And yeah, sorry, Mister Asian Boys From Redwood Christian. But you guys were REALLY unnerving. I dont know.. maybe I type mature. Maybe I speak in a mature fashion. However mature n old you think I am. For all you know, I could be fakin' it. But dont worry too much.. I'm still well... ME. ^_^ .... Reading last entry... I kinda want Peach Snow Bubble with Mini-pearls.. maybe I'll sucker my grams into taking me to Tap Express tomorrow! X3 Gonna be near there anywayyy!!! Well, now that I managed to cheer myself up a bit, ( ^_^;;; ) I think I shall read a bit of "Harry Potter: The Sorcerer's Stone" and be off to bed! Night folks. Sweet dreams! ^_^ By the way: All this doesnt mean I wont ever get mad or freak out. Just will TRY (keyword: TRY) not to kill myself. ^.^

And a song for you all! ...

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Woo! Lookie! My mood was ruined before I even finished the post! Thanks a bunch SAJID. But that doesnt mean I'm going to kill myself. I'd never kill myself over someone like you. Not so much as hurt a hair on my body. You good for nothing. Cant even tell when I'm in a bad mood. Cant tell when I dont feel like joking. You treat me like you've known me all your life. YOU DONT.

Forget My Name
New Found Glory

Tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
Tell all my friends that I'm dead
It won't be long before you forget my name

Can you tell
That I'm losing myself
I think I'm trying too hard to
Let it show
To let you know
Dont trace your footsteps back to me

'Cause I've been gone for a long time
Waiting on the sidelines
Hoping for a chance to play
Well I thought I would never leave anything behind
I also never thought I'd say

Tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
Tell all my friends that I'm dead
It won't be long before you forget my name

Can you tell
That I don't know myself
I need someone to remind me
To let it go
Please let me know
Dont trace your footsteps back to me

'Cause I've been gone for a long time
Waiting on the sidelines
Hoping for a chance to play
Well I thought I would never leave anything behind
I also never thought I'd say

Tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
Tell all my friends that I'm dead
It won't be long before you forget my name

And if I had the chance
To do it all again
I wouldn't expect anything less
And if I had the chance
To do it all again
I wouldn't expect
I wouldn't expect anything less

Tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
Tell all my friends that I'm dead
It won't be long before you forget my name

Forget my name


:: Aya 1:06 AM [+] ::
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